Just wish you could know how your death has affected everyone. I  so much wish I could call you and hear your unique hello. Need your sage advise and just someone to talk to. Miss you so much.

So wish I could turn back the clock and you would still be here. Every moment I think about you it grows more painful to realize I won't see again in this lifetime.

Got some bad news today. So wish you were here to talk to. Miss you so Hollister

I still can't seem to wrap my head around the fact that you are gone. I keep thinking that I will see you next time I am in Spokane, we  will have lunch and catch up. I miss you.

It's okay to miss you,
It's okay to cry.
Just know I'll never forget you.
This isn't a permanent goodbye.

Sometimes I sit and wonder
If you are standing by my side,
Giving me the courage
To carry on with pride.

I'll hold onto our memories,
Until this life is done.
In my heart is where I'll store them,
Where we can be as one.

I created a website for people to share memories and stories about Holly. www.hollyjfay.wordpress.com

Please contribute, stories and pictures can be sent to blogging4holly@gmail.com

The world is a far lesser place without you Holly. You are missed and loved more than anyone can put into words.

Every time I think of you holly

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There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love.

You never said I'm leaving
You never said goodbye.
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knew why.

A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.

In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place,
That no one could ever fill.

It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home.

Unable are the loved to die. For love is immortality. 

 Emily Dickinson

I am going through a lot of confusing emotions right now. We were not a part of each others lives for 15 years, but I never stopped caring about you. I hope you are at peace and those who loved you will find peace.  You were one of the brightest parts of my life. I will miss you always. I love you and I will see you again some day.

I don't know how to process your passing. I wish I had a time machine

Holly, I just found out you passed away. I knew you since the 2nd grade. I can't believe you are gone  You will be truly missed. Rest in peace my friend and may we meet again.

I know you were in pain, but just not ready for you to be gone from this life. I know I will see you again but it sure is hard not 
having you here. miss you so Holly-berry.

Holly it's been a year, not sure where the time goes. Words don't begin to explain the way I feel. I think about you every day.  You were such a large part of my life. I will always love you and miss you.

It's been a year since you left us but it seems like yesterday, rip holly I will see you on the other side and the first  shot is on you .

Holly

Not a day, hour or minute goes by and you aren't on my mind.  We did so much together that nearly everything that I do in the day reminds me of you.  Which is a blessing cause I never want my memories to be forgotten or lost in time.  

Until we meet again

I miss you so much. Live does go on but it will never be right again.

It has been a whole year but it still feels like a moment. Keep hoping you will call. Rip my Holly. I will see you again.

Sometimes I look up at the sky and can't help but want to cry the shades remind me so much of your eyes. I am so blessed to get to know you even if it be for the short amount of time we were given. It is hard to believe it's almost been a year without you and your beautiful smile. They say everyone is brought into our lives for a reason, a season or a lifetime...Either way your presence is a gift. I'll be smoking a blondie in your memory. I love you Holly thank you for all the life lessons. ❤

My head knows you are gone but my heart refuses to say  goodbye.

Instead of getting better am getting worse. Miss you so much and keep thinking of things we would be doing. I will never forget you.know you are with Heidi but I still wish you were here.

Damn Holly I love you and miss you so much. Not a day goes by without thinking about you. Life is just not the same without you.

Miss you more each day--but I will see you again!!!

I am still waiting for you to call-just can't and do not want to believe you are gone. Miss you so much Holly-life will never be the same.

Going to meet Robbie at Illinois for a gladiator or two for your birthday. I think Rod was even going to have one with us. Damn I miss you so much. Will always love you.

Happy Birthday Holly. I love you and miss you so much. Steve.

Getting ready to move--hard to do since you promised to help me. I threw all my cook books away since I don't have you to cook for anymore.  I enjoyed so making you things and I will never have it in  my heart again. I will see you again--remember I will always love you!!!!

Your lost hits me hard every day--Holly I miss you so. Keep thinking of things to tell you and things I can make for you. You were the best Holly there was--I am so grateful that I knew you-just wish we had more time together!

 I don't think I will ever accept that you are gone. You're always on my mind and my heart. No Holly....remember that? We just don't say no to Holly. Miss you. 

There isn't a minute that passes that I don't think of you-you were such a big part of my life. You had such quick wit and were just an amazing person. I will see you again, my dear Holly. I love you so much!!!

I dont want you to ever forget how much I miss you. I think about you everyday.

I will always miss you and love you-no matter what.

Oh Holly my sweet Holly I am so sorry and sorry for all of our loss. I will never forget the times we shared and the laughter that you brought into my life. I wanted to tell you in person that I quit the bad things that I was doing  in my life. I thought when I saw you next time you would of been so proud. I will never forget your encouragement for me to do so. But I guess a little ( sir mix alot) and Bigg butts, will be my last memory of you. You left lasting memories for generations to come I will never forget u, neither will my children. I know that you are watching over me, over all of those you love.  I can only pray that you are at peace and with your Mother, I only wished that you weren't so eager to see her so soon.   Oh Holly Holly Fay you will not be forgotten and you will be mourned and missed. I too will look forward to seeing you again one day. I love you like a fat kid loves cake my girl, you will always be a part of me, part of my trio, and one of my best girls. Love you always Holly my girl. Love Keri Jo

When ever I thought about retiring, I thought of moving closer to you. You had even invited me to live with you--how I wish that could be so! I think of you all the time and how much I miss you. My Holly Berry--I didn't tell you enough of how much I loved you.

No words can express the Love we have for you. You touched so many and for that we give thanks, You will be with all of us forever.

Holly, you were the child I never had. Oh I wished you had talked to me. I would have moved heaven and earth to help you. I will always love you no matter what. In my eyes you could do no wrong. I know you are is peace but I still miss you so.

I thought about you constantly when you were here and even more know since you have left us.  Which I didn't think was possible... I still can believe you aren't here.

I think about you all the time.  You left such an imprint on my life. I miss you so very much. I love you Holly

Here it is Sunday and our day to check in with each other. Keep thinking you will call after the game with your friends. Miss you so much Holly--can think of your marathon watches of Law and Order SVU--you would watch them over and over! You loved Kristin Bell and whatever show she was in. You got me the DVD's of Veronica Mars, and of I loved them too. You loved so many of the same shows I did. My sweet Hollister you will always be in my heart.

You were my first friend in a new situation and you always looked out for me.  I will miss you like crazy and just wanted to let you know how much I love you and your amazing spirit.  You were one of a kind

Not sure where to start. We did everything from A to Z over the last 12 years. All of the road trips we did. Seattle, Portland, Boise, Troy, Missoula, Phoenix Denver, and Vegas. I will never forget Vegas. All of the sporting evens and concerts we went to. When you were in ICU and I never left your side for 48 hours. I have lost a big part of my life. Not sure how you mend a broken heart. You will be in my heart for the rest of my life. I love you so much.

Holly, thank you for all of the wonderful laughs growing up. You truly were such a joy to be around. You are missed  by so many. I wish you could see how much of an impact you had on so many. RIP

Holly Fay....
FUN, Beautiful, Caring, Charismatic, Smart, Witty, Loyal, Spirited, Friend, Fan, Unique, Loving ...the list goes on!
You brought joyful times to sooo many.
When we first met you we were a bit blown-away, but not for long. We soon realized what a Special Person you were to Live Life Being Yourself. You became a long time friend of ours along with your "Super Friends" who adored you and loved you no matter what!  Dan & I are better for knowing you and will always treasure you as our friend.
So, now we morn & celebrate YOU with all the Fun times we shared.
Peace, Hugs & Shock Forever...RIP Holly

Holly every time I saw you there was a smile on your face. You were one of a kind, very unique and special soul. You brought so much happiness and joy to my uncles life. So many people love you and you will forever be missed, yet never forgotten.

Holly we know it is the Big Guy's decision, what happens in our lives. He blessed you with the ability to charm us and make us feel special.

Your time on earth was such a blessing & inspiration to so many of us. Where ever you were & what ever you did brought joy & laughter to all. You just being you made such a difference to so many hearts.  I'm so glad you were (&will be) for ever in our hearts. Your "Shine" will always be with us. Love & miss you.

HOLLY, YOU ARE SUCH A BRIGHT LIGHT IN SO MANY LIVES. THE WORLD WILL NOT BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU HERE WITH YOUR INFECTIOUS SMILE AND PERSONALITY. YOU ARE SO LOVED. SO THANKFUL TO HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SPEND THE TIME WITH YOU THAT I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE.

Holly you are Loved by everyone. Thanks for all laughs and jokes you played on me. I miss you so much and will remember you always. Prayers to her family.

You were the ultimate Spokane Shock fan!  I will forever miss your humor and smile!  You were always happy when I saw you and you always had a hug for me!  I will miss you dearly and prayers for your family!

Melody,  Mel and family. We are so sorry for your loss. May your sister and daughter rest in peace. Bless you all.

Holly you were the craziest, most generous and loving person I ever met. You had so much life inside you, and so much life left to live. You left us way too soon, and will be forever missed.

We were honored to meet Holly and be embraced by her wacky and loving ways! We will miss her vivaciousness self. May she Rest In Peace. Much love and deepest condolences from Zola and Lady Thunder

We were honored to meet Holly and was embraced by her loving and wacky ways. We will miss her bright and vivacious self. Much love and deepest condolences from Zola and Lady Thunder.

Holly, i cant believe you're gone.  I can honestly say Ive never met anyone in my life that had as much fun as you.  Tracy and i will cherish the times we had with you, the bus trips airplane excursions,  pub crawls, football games, tatoos, meeting up at various watering holes. I swear, everytime I saw you, you made me laugh, and usually smile. I will miss your Converse shoes amd always changing crazy hairstyles. So many people care so much about you,  i will do my part to help them and never let your spirit be forgotten.  Rest in peace my beautiful friend.

Holly, I wish I had the right words to say everything you brought to those who were lucky enough to have you in their life. I will forever be thankful for the time you were part of mine. I pray you Rest In Peace.

I love you sweets thank you for all the great laughs, the bursts of sarcasm, and everything in between. Maybe we can go for a drink when see each other at the pearly gates. Love you! ❤

Melody and Family
I am so sorry for your loss I just have no other words.  My prayers are with you and everyone who knew your audited Holly.

Life will never be the same without you. You have the kindest heart of anyone I know. Thank you for being my buddy. I will miss you forever and will never forget the fun we had. Love you Holly

Holly I miss you so much. I keep expecting the phone to ring and it will be you. I call your cell just to hear your voice. I am really having a tough time letting you go. I thought you would outlive me. It is just like loosing another part of Heidi. I always would say Heidi's not gone she is alive and well in Holly. At least I know you are with her now and Mimi and Grumps. Rest in peace my sweet little Holly. I love you so much! Aunt Lauri

Holly i loved you more then you will ever know and I will never be the same.  But I will cherish everytime we hung out.  Shock trips, disc golf tournaments...  I will remeber you forever. I love you Holly may you rest is peace

Holly you touched all of us dearly you will be forever missed

You are a bright light that we all will miss, we all love you and hope you are at peace my friend. Until we meet again..

I will miss you Holly!   Your spirit touched so many people. So many great memories!

I will always miss you and remember our fun times Holly. Love you

Holly I  will miss you and your beautiful smile.

You are so loved. I will remember you always.

You are so loved. I will miss you forever and remember all our fun times together.

OBITUARY

Holly Jane Fay

May 1, 1981 – January 15, 2018

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